Hope Responders
Sermon on Holy Trinity Sunday, Proverbs 8:1-4, 22-31, Romans 5:1-5 and John 16:12-15
Are you hopeful? Think carefully listen to your thoughts and your feelings. Look around. Are you hopeful? (pause)
When I was much younger I used to feel hopeful on many fronts. My hockey team won Stanley Cups. The church was often full. Our country had a pristine international reputation as Peace Keepers. Youth were quite idealistic. They cared about what happened around the world even taking part in public protests and peace marches. They certainly voted when given the opportunity. Many adults looked out for their neighbors, not only knowing not only their names but regularly laughed with them, ate with them, celebrated and even ached with them when the occasions called for it.
To be sure there were many challenges in those days. The nuclear arms race raged. The clock seemed to be approaching midnight. Nevertheless, as a young man in those days I often felt hopeful. Jobs were plentiful. In North America most people could buy a house in 25 years. There was even a feeling among some that as human beings we could eradicate poverty and disease. That felt hopeful
Now, over 40 years later I often feel less hopeful. Churches aren't full. Say what you want about that, I feel a deep disappointment attached to such reality. Do we realize what we are missing when so many others are not here or in any place of worship? Do those who are gone or who were never part of a worshiping community have any idea of what they are missing a deep sense of belonging as you are, of praising God, of entering into deep questions, of weeping with those who weep and dancing with those who dance?
Regarding Canada, our reputation as a peacemaker, as a place for refugees, as a welcoming and caring place has been taking severe hits. On occasion I still experience our youth being idealistic, and caring. But ours is a time when almost anyone can observe suffering and pain from around the world nearly instantaneously. Such pain, such losses are significant and seemingly never ending. The bombardment of our senses particularly our feelings of compassion and at times anomie, can feel overwhelming, Can anyone blame our youth or even ourselves for only or often plugging in to twitter, to our faves, to disconnecting from that which is right in front of us and around us?
But then some things happen to kindle fires within us. Just this week I arrived home from being away for only a day and discovered that someone had cut my lawn. I was nearly reduced to tears. Even 6 days later I am still am not sure exactly who was the Good Samaritan. It could have been my next door neighbor or a young friend entrusted to caring for the dog or...In any case when I first saw my grass cut I was blown away. Someone else had not only thought about me, but had done something on my behalf. I felt hopeful....
But then in the next day or two came the news also of the Oklahoma tornado, of another suicide bomber blowing up a bus, of hatred beyond my understanding, of Mikhail Lennikov's fourth anniversary of sanctuary at First Lutheran in Vancouver. Again my feelings plummeted.
If ever anyone had reasons not to feel hopeful it had to be St. Paul. He had been investing his life in sharing the good news of Jesus' life, death and resurrection with all kinds of people. For all of Paul's efforts, sacrifices and "spiritual" experiences he often had been shunned by other Christians, rejected by some of his closest friends and on numerous occasions been tossed into jail, and beaten. Surely he must have had his ups and downs. Nevertheless, here he is writing to a group of Christians in Rome, people he hadn't even met. What does he write to them about? Hope! . Listen, "We boast (rejoice, glory) in our hope of sharing the glory of God." Sounds like he's thinking about some grand and glorious day in the future when suffering, pain, chaos and mystery may all be things of the past.
But listen further: "And not only that, but we also boast (rejoice, exult) in our sufferings, knowing that suffering produces endurance, and endurance produces character, and character produces hope, and hope does not disappoint (nor disgrace) us, because God's love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit that God has given us."
Has Paul lost it? Have all those beatings, imprisonments, rejections caused him to uncover or project an alternate personality?.... I don't think so.
What I do think, what I am now convinced of is that Paul has come to realize that hope is neither a feeling nor something that comes out of anything that we or any other human person can accomplish as amazing or as wonderful as that may be.
Instead Paul has learned through his journey of following Jesus that hope comes from the reality that God is with us, that God is working to bring about a new reality always even in and through us. Indeednothing can separate us from this love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord! This is hope that is real, here and now, neither a wish nor even a longing, but a gift, experienced now yet only increasingly revealed as we journey. Such hope is birthed and brought to fruition in and through the promise of this One who has suffered, died and been raised from the dead. He is with us and for us in all things.
As Frederick Buechner says in his book Now and Then, A Memoir of Vocation "Listen to your life. Listen to what happens to you because it is through what happens to you that God speaks. It's in language that's not always easy to decipher, but its' there powerfully, memorably, unforgettably."
I think my struggles in not sensing or feeling hope is not that God isn't working, isn't promising hope and new life. Instead I am sometimes sucked into the vortex of our age that we can help ourselves, that we have no need of assistance from God or anyone else or worse yet that there isn't help available from God or anyone else. When I am there, when we are there, our darkness is deep. We desperately need the light, the very light of God that comes to dwell with us in Jesus the Christ and then sends His Spirit so that we can be guided into the truth the truth that God loves us, that God can and does overcome death and suffering not by avoiding them, nor by denying them but rather by entering into them and leading us through them.
So look to the cross dear people and glimpse our Saviour working not only for the future but for here and now. He it is who leads us beyond ourselves to God and then back to ourselves and the world so that we can love as we are being loved, forgive as we are being forgiven and live with hope not as illusion or magic but in the God who dares to take on our frail flesh and die. It is in his suffering, death and resurrection that we are realized, captured by hope both for the future, but also in whatever grasps at us right now. Indeed God pours His love into our hearts through the Holy spirit.
Hope then is never merely a feeling or an emotion but life lived in response to the love and hope of God for us and for the entire world in Jesus Christ. May we so live, for Christ's sake. Amen.